HEARTBREAKING...

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Selasa, 31 Januari 2012 0 komentar
I'm at a loss today...heartbroken for a fellow blogger...wondering how much heartbreak and despair can be placed upon one person...wondering how life can change in the blink of an eye...yet the world still goes on around us...wondering how a person suffering so much pain can show so much resilence and strength...my heart goes out to the courageous lisa who lost her gorgeous son recently and now tragically her beloved husband. Her story is herehttp://lisajking.blogspot.com/

xx


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Visualisation in Music and the Internet

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There is a long tradition of trying to represent the meaning of music in a visual way - very similar to attempts to render meaningful visual representations of the unfolding of life on the internet. The most striking attempt to render the unfolding of a piece of music was made by Heinrich Schenker in the early 20th century. But Schenker's graphs are interesting and relevant to a broader discussion on visualisation because what they try to convey is the meaning, or rather the essence of the musical unfolding over time: it is an attempt to somehow compress time and convey the fundamental characteristics of the musical work in a representation around which confusions and ambiguities can be distilled and discussion concentrated on the salient points highlighted by the graph.

If the musical work were the unfolding of a business (or a university) or the unfolding of a learner's progress, one might imagine that a graph of those unfoldings would be of direct benefit to making decisions, to focusing discussion and to taking control. The fundamental objective of any visualisation is decision and control.

Schenker's approach in producing his graphs is phenomenological in the Husserlian sense. The distinctions between background, middleground and foreground (the different levels in the diagram above) are effectively different levels of 'bracketing-out' of phenomena: the higher you go up the graph, the more is removed.

But importantly, this bracketing-out process has most deeply been driven by a an underlying theory.. an underlying ontology, and at some level, this is quite a mystical thing with Schenker. But it is the ontological position that he adopts that renders his work meaningful because it gives it coherence. Schenker has invested his graphs with an idea - and his graphs are interesting because his idea is interesting, and still resonates for us today.

This is the distinction between Schenker's approach to musical unfolding and the current approaches to the visualisation of the unfolding of life on the internet. The images which have emerged of internet communications have been produced through an automated process, and through the construction of complex algorithms which plot data and draw lines according to simple rules of correspondence and relationship. In being automated in this way, these images also have their ontology... they also rest on an idea. But the idea of these auto-visualisations is never inspected: it is instead hidden behind the magic box of techno-wizardry. Its opaqueness results in the resulting images being pretty, but on the whole no less open to interpretation than the original time-based phenomena: they do not contribute to decision and control.

We need to ask "What is the idea invested in these images of internet communications? " And in response, I might suggest that there are some key issues:

  1. communication is a matter of information exchange
  2. meaning is conflated with the amassed exchanges of information
  3. agency is reduced to communicative utterances
  4. reflexivity is subordinated to utterances
  5. utterances made away from the internet can be bracketed-out
  6. a visual representation of information exchange is an aid to decision and control

There are obvious problems here.
But I suspect that visualisation will remain a 'flash in the pan' (even if it's a pretty flash) until deeper questions about the ontology of an approach to visualising the unfolding of online life are addressed.

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LOVING IT!

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Senin, 30 Januari 2012 0 komentar
Just wanted to show you this uniquely designed dining room chair that I've had on file for sometime now...I don't know about you but it works for me...I mean have you ever seen something so [out there!] this I think is creativity at it's finest. It certainly would be a talking point at a dinner party and I think my family would have trouble choosing which chair to sit on each night...well I'm loving it! how about you? Have a Beautiful day everyone xx

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Vincent D'Indy and the breath of music

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I'm going to have a musical interlude - partly because I think it relates to other things I've been talking about recently.

Of all the music theorists I admire, I find the most interesting (and the  most useful from a compositional point of view) is the French composer Vincent D'Indy. D'Indy is an unusual character - a devout Catholic who tended to be musically conservative, opposing the 'parallelism' of Debussy, favouring (like Schoenberg) an idea of harmony as functional. But most importantly, he founded his own school with his own pedagogical approach.

Music for D'Indy was a spiritual matter. In his "Cours de composition musicale" (which I quote here, and you can download here: http://imslp.org/wiki/Cours_de_Composition_Musicale_(Indy,_Vincent_d')) D'Indy states that it's fundamental elements are melody, rhythm and harmony. He has many fascinating things to say about the first two, but it's harmony I want to focus on here, because it was D'Indy's harmonic theory which was highly influential with a number of great composers who came after him - most particularly Olivier Messaien and Michael Tippett.

D'Indean theory of harmony is the most striking thing. He draws our attention to the cycle of 5ths, suggesting that in the major mode, a move up the cycle of 5ths is a process of increasing 'light' (montée vers la lumière), whereas descending increases darkness (la chute vers les ténèbres). This leads him to produce the following table:

Thus D'Indy sets out his harmonic system. The 'lightening' and 'darkening' processes are reversed when the mode is minor. In the minor mode, descent down the cycle of 5ths is lightening, and rising is darkening. 


What really grabs me, though, is what he says next. That a rise up the 5ths in the major mode requires the expense of effort, whilst falling down the 5ths is a 'detènte', a 'letting go'. 

It is like the muscular movement of the stomach.

What fascinates me about all this is that it presents itself as an approach to harmony which is part-biological and realistic in a bio-pschosocial respect as well as the more common physical realism. This is in contrast to both to Schoenberg's approach to functional harmony (who may be 'idealistic'), or to Schenker (who may be ultimately considered naively realistic in pinning too much to the harmonic series).

The idea of biological tension and release tie into so much else of what is interesting me at the moment. But most of all I am thinking about the simple application of cybernetic ideas to music analysis which I did last year some time. I had an interesting comment about my commentary of Lachenmann (see http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdVpOyN5Y-U) Might D'Indy help with a re-interpretation of prolongation?

Thinking about this, the central issue about prolongation is that in Schenker it is restricted to tonal music - the perfect cadence is central to his prolonging architecture. But what is the I - V - I progression if not a rising of effort and then a release? But the rising of effort doesn't have to specifically take that form. Indeed, in polytonal and atonal music, where there is simultaneous rising and falling, simultaneous keys, etc, moments where falling or rising fade in and out. As they do so, I think there might be a way of constructing a mechanism for describing prologations which are not as restrictive as Schenker's.

But I'm more interested in this because I wonder whether life itself is prolongation - or more formally, that the form of life is a way of prolonging life. That may be another way of saying 'viability', but it is at least a way that infers that we breath in and we breath out; we expend effort, and then we release it. 

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Top 5 Movie Wallpapers

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                           Underworld: Awakening HD Wallpapers

Underworld: Awakening is a spectacular story filled with action. The Plot swirls around a dangerous vampire that escaped after being held captive for twelve years.

She joined the other vampires and humans to defeat a very dangerous and unexpected enemy. She received a life changing surprise when she heard that she was a mother…

Will she succeed in her quest to defeat this enemy or will her daughter distract her from fulfilling her destiny?

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                           Red Tails Wallpapers




 Red tails is a spectacular story filled with action and excitement .The Civil Aeronautics Authority chose 13 loyal African Americans to join in a training program that experimented on training coloured people to become fighter pilots.

They're called in for duty to fight in the world war2 after nearly being shut down. Without the encouragement or support from their country, will their love for peace and teamwork be enough to guide them through the war?
All they want is the opportunity to prove they are worthy to fight for their country.Flying with their red tails into war will prejudice and racism stand in the way of these brave men to claim victory for their country?

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Contraband is an unbelievable action thriller that is guaranteed to keep you on the edge of your chair.

Loving his family with his whole life, Chris discovered that they are being held hostage. His brother-in-law’s boss threatens him with the lives of his wife and children, forcing him to go back to a life he left behind a long time ago.  To pay off his brother-in-law’s depths he has to go on an extremely dangerous mission in Panama and leave is wife in the trust of his best friend.

Given two weeks to pay the depth he has to find a way to smuggle in $700 000 worth cocaine without being caught.  Will he be able to return in time? His family’s lives depend on it.  Will he succeed in his life changing mission to save his family or will he fail and hunt down their killers?

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Extremely loud and incredibly close Wallpapers


>Extremely loud and incredibly close is a story containing mystery and adventure about a nine-year old-boy, Oskar Schell, finding a suspicious key in his beloved father’s closet, who died a few years back. Oskar thinks that his best friend and hero left him a final message.

This curious and intelligent kid took the path to New York in search of the lock this special key belongs to. Meeting spectacular people and learning life altering lessons about life and the outside world, understanding the importance of living.

Will he succeed in finding the mysterious lock that the magnificent key can open?  His journey exposed him to many unexpected things and wild events.

Will he find his mysterious last message or will he fail in his quest in finding his father's final good bye? Extremely loud and incredibly close HD Wallpapers are a part of life changing adventures with a child who would never give up on his father, even though his hĂª is not alive. This post is brought to you by Movie Wallpapers.

















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The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo is a magnificent story that will keep you wondering and your mind thinking.

The disappearance of Harriet Vanger left her uncle sleepless for nearly forty years. Although her body was never found he is convinced that she was murdered by a family member. With strange and extremely little evidence a brilliant inspector and an excellent computer hacker joined forces to investigate this spectacular mystery.

Risking their lives and showing no fear towards anybody they gain more clues and unraveling the truth behind the disappearance of Harriet Vanger. Will all their hard work pay off, or will this case lead to a dead end?

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JUST SAYING!

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Minggu, 29 Januari 2012 0 komentar
How refreshing does this kitchen look with it's blue and little pops of green[loving those stools] I could also imagine it with gorgeous Villa Maison vintage stools and dining chairs to go with that beautiful rug and then I think I would change the lights to two or perhaps three beautiful pendent lights to complete the look...hmm...yeh...just saying! It really is refreshing though on this yet again rainy day. Have a lovely day xx

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The Luxury of Education

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Is education necessary? Alison Wolf asked asked a similar question when she wrote "Does education matter?". Here I want to approach it from a different angle. I've been reading "The accursed share" by Georges Bataille and it is making me think about luxury. I've also been thinking about my dad, who spent much of his life reading and thinking and creating... and how important I believe it is to do that (what a good use of a life!). But at the same time, it is a glorious and wonderful indulgence.

Bataille is interested in indulgence and excess. At the core of his work is one of the most intelligent and profound commentaries on sexual life - 'Eroticism' is an extraordinary book. But beyond sex, Bataille turns his attention to economics, and influenced by Marcel Mauss's idea of "The Potlatch" which he expressed in the 'Essai sur la Don' ("The Gift"), Bataille argues that economics is upside-down. Classical economic theory turns about the principle of necessity. Bataille argues that in fact the world turns on moments of outrageous squandering of wealth, and that our inability to see this 'squandering principle' rests with a misplaced ethic which runs through classical economics which results in a misplaced focus on the commodity.

Of the squandering that stands out most clearly, there is of course the 'catastrophic expenditure' of war. Bataille analyses the Aztec civilization and the prime role of human sacrifice in that culture. Stomach-churning stuff. He considers the "Three luxuries of nature: Eating, Death and Sexual reproduction". Bataille is particularly concerned with the role of technology, and the fact that
"the revivals of development that are due to human activity, that are maintained or made possible by new techniques, always have a double effect: initially, they use a portion of the surplus energy, but then they produce a larger and larger surplus. This surplus eventually contributes to making growth difficult, for growth no longer suffices to use it up. At a certain point, the advantage of extension is neutralized by the contrary advantage, that of luxury; the former remains operative, but in a dissapointing - uncertain, often powerless - way."
This argument seems to me to be very reminiscent of the arguments about technology put forward by Ivan Illich. Illich too worried about 'surpluses', but (perhaps he was more tied to Catholicism than Bataille was), he argued against surpluses: he said the solution to the energy crisis could not be more energy, but less - we already had an energy glut! (and a speed glut, and a health glut and an education glut!). Bataille is on the same page, but comes to a different conclusion.
"I insist on the fact that there is generally no growth but only a luxurious squandering of energy in every form! The history of life on earth is mainly the effect of a wild exhuberance; the dominant event is the development of luxury, the production of increasingly burdensome forms of life."
But at the point of technological advancement in creating more and more surplus is that some sumptious way must be found to spend it all...
"at this point, immense squanderings are about to take place: after a century of populating and of industrial peace, the temporary limit of development being encountered, the two world wars organized the greatest orgies of wealth - and of human beings - that history has recorded. Yet these orgies coincide with an appreciable rise in the general standard of living: the majority of the population  benefits from more and more unproductive services" 

He goes on to argue that the mantra to 'raise living standards' is the only response of classical economics to dealing with the surplus of energy that must be spent. But
"a curse obviously weighs on human life insofar as it does not have the strength to control a vertiginous movement. It must be stated that the lifting of such a curse depends on man and only on man. But it cannot be lifted if the movement from which it emanates does not appear clearly in consciousness."
Reading this, I wonder about the burgeoning education industry. Bataille would see education as a sumptuous extravagance.  Individuals are increasingly having to spend their own money on education, but do appear willing to do so. Might the waste and the luxury have a purpose in Bataille's system? Is it the kind of 'necessary squandering' of surplus energy? Would it help us avoid war?

Whilst we've spent the last year or so arguing about the cost of education (and the lack of state support for it), at the same time we have seen that student numbers may not collapse as we thought they might. This needs explaining. Also we have seen another form of squandering in the squandering of talent through budget cuts, which was the inevitable result of the previous squandering of resources in propping up the bank industry.

Wherever we look, we see waste. Yet we see it negatively as the shadow image of classical economics. Bataille is making me think we need to look at waste again, and to examine its functioning in the deep processes of human existance.



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DEVINE...

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Kamis, 26 Januari 2012 0 komentar


Wouldn't this been the most ideal place to sit and creatively write from...simply gorgeous the use of colour is sensational...loving it!!! That beautiful jug and glass is to die for and don't get me started on the beauty of that pencil holder...loving it all! Hope you all have lovely weekend image via Tumblr

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AUSTRALIA DAY...

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Rabu, 25 Januari 2012 0 komentar
Perfect setting for Australia Day celebrations wouldn't you say?...a few Australia day designed accessories and we're set for a gorgeous day in the sun...[pity the weather isn't coming to the party] Oh well...Have a Beautiful Australia Day anyway xx

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Footloose

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Footloose is a story about a town that suffered an unimaginable tragedy causing the town to forbid dancing and rock and roll music. Ren Mac Cormack, a senior boy from Boston moved to the town and made friends on unusual occasions. After the first day he was caught playing music loudly, that gave him a bad reputation from the get-go. He fell in love with the priest’s daughter, but the priest was sceptical about his intensions because of everything he heard about Ren.  Will Ren Mac Cormack be able to bring back the spirit into the town and restore the youth’s energy?

Go on an amazing adventure and experience the true meaning of friendship and family.  See how friends can influence your life by helping you overcome things you struggle with. Find out how family can open your eyes to life. Even if you’re not blood related, someone can make you a better person.

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 Making a true friend that will change your life for ever. A new  challenge comes along with a new start.





        Line dancing and having fun outside the town.



The Priest’s daughter, where is she going?

A worried father wondering how to keep all the children unharmed against the world.



                Dancing? Is that even legal?




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Dolphin Tale HD Wallpapers

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Selasa, 24 Januari 2012 0 komentar



Dolphin tale is based on a true storie about a boy who changed people’s lives by finding a true friend.  Winter is a young dolphin that got caught in a crab trap and was saved by a young boy. They became best friends and he never gave up on her, not even when things got difficult. Her tail had to be amputated to save her life, but after a while she taught herself to swim without the use of her tail.

Swimming without a tail damaged her spinal cored that could lead to death after a time if not tended to. The only way to save this young dolphin is to get her an artificial tail to wear. With the help of a prosthetics dokter they found a way to get winter a new artificial tail witch means that the threat of losing her life is over.

The animal center organized a fundraiser for the making of Winter’s new tail, inviting people from around the country to come and have a look at winter to tell them that there is more to life if you have a disability than just giving up.

The lesson they took home from that day, is that people with disabilities are normal people and can live a normal life. Dolphin Tale HD Wallpapers is part of the spectacular experience of this incredible journey about 2 disabled creatures finding joy in one another. This post is brought to you by Movie Wallpapers.






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SERIOUSLY GORGEOUS...

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Senin, 23 Januari 2012 0 komentar
Ok so tell me have any of my fellow brisbane bloggers had the pleasure of visiting this gorgeous shop?


and if so did your heart skip a beat when you entered... because mine is seriously beating fast...which only tells me that I need to visit and I need to do it now!




Be still my beating heart...so mesmerizing... heaven on earth one would say!







don't you just love stunningly beautiful new shops...this is definitely going on my list of must visit stores...and this list is growing at a rapid pace...brisbane has some seriously gorgeous shops...don't you agree? What's your favourite?

Have a Beautiful rainy day xx






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The rise of Techno-Education 2011 - 2020

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There was a point in the history of education where technology was quite a separate matter from education. Whilst schools and Universities had for many decades made use of classrooms, blackboards, slates, exercise books, pencils, textbooks, etc, not to mention the impact of printing a few centuries earlier, with the beginning of the explosion of information technology, the world of Universities and schools was far apart from the world of technology.

In the early years of the 21st century, the gap between them was narrowed, and within the first decade of the century, a point was arrived at where one could reasonably argue that they were 'coupled', or as other commentators preferred at the time, locked-in. Of course, this pattern of the resolution of the gap between the technological world and the educational world had been repeated many times before, the coupling of computers and education has particular implications which would spell the beginning of what would eventually be called the "age of techno-education".

The lock-in process also coincided with the great world economic collapse, which precipitated what was later  referred to as the end of the capitalist hegemony. The internal contradictions of capitalism which pitted the primeval needs of humankind against the workings of a production machine became more explicitly discernable, with many writers of the period  (of whom the most significant were Kernohan, Hall, Wilson, Grant and Sherlock) starting to identify new categories for understanding of economic and historical process. As with Marx, the process of 'changing' began with 'naming'.

Amongst the most significant categories of the new understanding were an increased awareness of the importance of 'care', 'attachment', 'compassion' and 'community', and the relations between these categories and the old priorities of 'profit', 'reward' and 'wealth'. As with Marx, the process of change brought about new human industries in the form of professionalised bureaucracies, but this time it was not the bureaucracies of the trades unions and the national welfare state that proliferated, but those of an energised and now global education industry.

The reasons for this rise of what was now a 'techno-education' are complex. Education wasn't cheap - but it seemed that however expensive it became (and by 2012, much state support for education had been withdrawn), individuals would pour the majority of their meagre resources (which included much of the resources that they might hope to accrue in the future) into it. Indeed, in the following years, there was a pattern of increasing resource being poured into education, and less into the ownership of property.

Education made itself more available and accessible through technology. Courses delivered through what were still very crude technological means gained in popularity. Moreover, as the scale of technologically-empowered delivery increased, and institutions converged on patterns of practice which could inter-operate, the autonomy of individual institutions lessened, and the large 'educorps' with which we are now familiar grew, "Oxbridge Enterprises" (now OXBRAND) becoming the largest in the world having been established in 2015.

But the rise of techno-education was a puzzle, because much of what education delivered up until about 2020 was, on the whole, not very good. Levels of student ability upon graduation, and levels of employment did not reflect the levels of investment that had been made in education. Until 2013, 'student satisfaction surveys' had been conducted regularly which seemed to indicate that everything was fine - until the emerging realisation that any individual who spends the vast bulk of their resources on an unwise venture is more than likely to defend their decision!

It was this realisation, however, that underpinned the way things were working in techno-education. For it appeared that the profligacy of individual educational expenditure was part-and-parcel of its continued viability, and no level of inadequacy of what was delivered would ultimately cause it to collapse (although one or two institutions did effectively collapse, but only into each other!). Techno-education was rooted in basic human needs which were channeled through a combination of the massification enabled by technology together with a socio-economic 'credo', promoted by governments around the world, which made sure that the individual profligacy was deemed absolutely essential. In this way, the world's economy turned away from manufacturing towards a combination of the techno-education industry and the techno-health industry to keep itself going.

However, by the end of the 2nd decade of the 21st century, the weaknesses of this model were starting to become apparent. Aside from the often excruciating levels of personal taxation which individuals had to bear as a result of their educational exploits, the social order was increasingly suffering from the problem that some aspects of the pre-techno education system were now lacking: most notably, the ability to think critically and to posses deep historical, philosophical and cultural perspective on the current situation. For whilst techno-education has attempted  to address precisely these issues directly (with compulsory 'critical thinking', 'internationalisation' and 'employability' addenda to courses, for example), in fact these addenda didn't work. What emerged was in fact a new kind of caste system: it was the children of educated families who possessed the critical qualities lacking in those who may well have had the same education, but did not have the same parents. And so, in 2020, the family reform act attempted to directly address the inherent inequalities of the relationship between family and techno-education, which resulted in the gradual convergence of 'techno-parenting' and 'techno-education'...


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KEEP CALM...

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Minggu, 22 Januari 2012 0 komentar




This is exactly the advice I give to myself today as my Beautiful children embark on their first day back at school for the year. As they head off in different directions I'm left to ponder where the time has gone...their now entering year 9 year 6 and year 1...oh how they grow...littlest one bravely fought back tears [as did I] as he struggled to understand the enormity of the day...such a big world outside of mums arms...so to all of you parents out there take my advice and KEEP CALM AND HAVE A CUPCAKE or two...and have a Beautiful day xx





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Heaven

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Jumat, 20 Januari 2012 0 komentar
A couple of years ago I was discussing the nature of heaven with my dad, he quoted a poem by Francis Thompson, a highly unusual mystical catholic poet, with the lines "tis ye, tis your estanged faces /that  miss the many-splendoured thing". It was an extended quote at a time when it was difficult to get much out of him. His ability to remember large chunks of poetry never left him, and even towards the end, our conversations would yield some valuable and rich reference or other. I ache for the impossibility of this happening again.

Obviously I have thought about heaven (and Francis Thompson) in the last week. Whilst the physical pain of grief (and it is physical - which surprised me) has subsided, I have wondered about where he is, what he is doing, who he has met, etc. I'm sure he'd have wanted to chat to Graham Greene, or Evelyn Waugh, or Alec Guinness and Charles Laughton. But talk where? Are the pubs? Theatres? Universities? I'd be a bit disappointed if there weren't. But then Thompson reminds us that it is in us: "tis ye, tis your estranged faces". They are still our pubs, our theatres, our universities.

I'd often thought (I think I said this to him) that the only thing we can say with certainty about death is that it constrains our capacity to act. But it only constrains it. It doesn't stop it altogether. My dad lives on in the hearts of those who love him. He lives on in the art and writing and books he left behind. And those things still have causal power, over which I feel a certain shepherding responsibility.

But I wouldn't exclude the possibility that the causal power of the dead extends to mechanisms that we cannot apprehend. We just cannot know this; but we should have the sense and humility to acknowledge the possibility.

The Kingdom of God - Francis Thompson (1859–1907)

O WORLD invisible, we view thee,
O world intangible, we touch thee,
O world unknowable, we know thee,
Inapprehensible, we clutch thee!

Does the fish soar to find the ocean,
The eagle plunge to find the air—
That we ask of the stars in motion
If they have rumour of thee there?

Not where the wheeling systems darken,
And our benumbed conceiving soars!—
The drift of pinions, would we hearken,
Beats at our own clay-shuttered doors.

The angels keep their ancient places;—
Turn but a stone, and start a wing!
‘Tis ye, ‘tis your estrangèd faces,
That miss the many-splendoured thing.

But (when so sad thou canst not sadder)
Cry;—and upon thy so sore loss
Shall shine the traffic of Jacob’s ladder
Pitched betwixt Heaven and Charing Cross.

Yea, in the night, my Soul, my daughter,
Cry,—clinging Heaven by the hems;
And lo, Christ walking on the water
Not of Gennesareth, but Thames!

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Why does grief come in waves?

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Senin, 16 Januari 2012 0 komentar
Upholding the principal of "everything is relevant" which I always emphasise with my students, I want to write about my experience now at a very difficult time. There's too much to say about my dad so soon after he has gone - I will do that another time when things have settled down. Right now, it is my experience of grieving (which I have not really had since I was a child) that is dominating my thoughts.

Grief is a strange phenomenon. No-one can really know what the experience might be until they are experiencing it. That is because it is hard to get a feel for an experience where the meaning of the world is transformed in ways which are outside our current comprehension. For the person experiencing it, the world is transformed. For those who sympathise with that person, things are 'as normal', although most people recognise the impact of the loss and offer condolences which serve to acknowledge the fact that there has indeed been a transformation. For myself when this happens, the impact is very emotional: "Did I imagine that the world just changed? No, the world has really changed." - and it hurts.

So the pain, the condolences, the tears and the transformation go hand-in-hand. The sense of identity which I had, having become certain of its security, is challenged by something that happens in my environment. The inter-dependence, history and togetherness which my independence often tries so hard to escape, returns to remind me of my own dependence, history and the need to be together. On the one hand, it is comforting; but on the other, I know it is reminder of what is true, what relates to the primeval existence of the species, and it is a challenge to reflect; more importantly it is a challenge to reflect on that which is universally recognised by all other human beings.

So why the 'waves'? Maybe it's a kind of oscillation between two forms of life: the old one, of known habits, and the new one where those same habits reveal their entwinedness with the person who has died and consequently show the world as transformed. The pain of grief marks the difference between the two: it causes a breakdown. In doing so, it also starts the healing. Slowly life, death, history, togetherness and inter-dependence are reconciled: the oscillations lessen as time passes. What I am left with is a deepened sense of the wonder, beauty and sacredness of life and a love for the world which is more profound, and certainly more keenly felt, than it was before.

But as I think about that, I think my dad would like this: in the entry on 'Algebra' in W.H. Auden's 'commonplace' book "A certain world", Auden wrote:

David Hartley offered a vest-pocket edition of his moral and religious philosophy in the formula
where W is the love of the world, F is the  fear of God, and L is the love of God. It is necessary to add only this. Hartley said that as one grows older, L increases and indeed becomes infinite. It follows then that W, the love of the world, decreases and approaches zero.


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SO TRUE...

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Minggu, 15 Januari 2012 0 komentar


So true and so beautifully written and oh so inspiring...I so love inspiration for the soul...Happy Monday xx

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DO YOU LOVE IT...OR NOT?

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Kamis, 12 Januari 2012 0 komentar
So tell me... what do you think of the new Pantone colour of the year? " Tango Tangerine" I think it will pop sensationally used in the right design like the room above...so vibrant and fresh...

loving how it is added here...I think I could so embrace this colour {if only I wasn't still in love with all shades of turquoise and blue} so do you love it or not? I'd love to hear your thoughts. Have a Gorgeous weekend xx



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BE STILL MY BEATING HEART...

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Rabu, 11 Januari 2012 0 komentar
Just Gorgeous...Love that chandelier...the colour palette is totally inspiring and so beautifully fresh...I so Love this!

be still my beating heart...



Ahh...perfection at every corner...so overwhelmingly inspiring...don't you agree? Beautiful inspiration for today...Have a lovely Thursday xx

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Unwellness, Moods and 'Flat' Systems

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I'm not feeling very well at the moment: a post-Christmas cold and a general sense of irritation with the world are weighing on my judgement. However, I find that in such states I get things done. This is often because nothing seems good enough. Everything needs more attention. Consequently, I tend to take (rather ill-tempered) action to try and move things along, fix things, etc. Although I can't see it at the moment, I have a feeling that when I am feeling better, I will be pleased I took some of this action (although the results of my lack of temper might have some consequences!).

Everyone has down-periods, and our moods generally have an enormous impact on our creativity. Since so much effective agency has to do with timing and seizing the moment, shifts in mood, psychological well-being, and physical wellness  all have a bearing on the unfolding of events. Yet we rarely acknowledge it. Our systems have to be designed as though people inhabited flat 'mood spaces', where there are no fluctuations of feeling. Yet, having designed flat systems, we should not be surprised if the actual behaviour with those systems is a little erratic. The danger for us is to assume that behaviour is as flat as the intended behaviour that is presupposed by the flat system.

To make such an assumption is basically to fail to anticipate what is likely to occur, and consequently to lose control of the situation in which the system operates. Yet, in our thinking about socio-technical systems, we need not be so poor at anticipating the behaviour of people. Only a terrible teacher would ever make such an assumption about their class - and they would be destined for a rather vexing experience! 'Flat systems' present us with an opportunity, because for all the other unknowns about human experience, we can rely on the fact that the system will always behave the same (I always thought this was one of the most interesting things about Learning Design).

But we need richer models of people, and within those models, it would be reasonable to think not only of the 'well' person, but also of the 'unwell' person; not only of the 'good' person, but of the 'bad' person; not only of the 'authentic' person, but of the 'inauthentic' person... and all  the shades in between. Psychological models are unlikely to help (at least on their own): ecological models are needed. And whilst it seems ambitious, it is not impossible to begin to model the shades of being in social situations.

I believe that we posses a rich array of cybernetic models of forms of life, and that these models are often commensurable. The Viable System Model, Luhmann's social systems model, Bowlby's models of attachment, models of anticipatory systems and eigenforms... the dynamics behind these mechanisms are sufficiently rich for us to conceive of both wellness and unwwellness, of authenticity and inauthenticity, and the relationships between the viability of an organism, the communications it makes, and the attachments it maintains.

And curiously, as I write this, I feel slightly better (still coughing though!). It is as if through the effort of looking upwards, of dragging myself back onto my feet is at once transformative of my perspective and the communications I make, but also predicated on the depression which I seeks to escape. In other words, the unwellness is fundamental and constructive in the process. I'll have to stick that in my model and play with it!!


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DON'T WALK...RUN!

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Selasa, 10 Januari 2012 0 komentar
Went post christmas shopping today with my chauffeur... as you can see from the image above I scored many a bargain...and they still gift wrap too...even scored next years chrissy tree...well ...one thing that is true is...


Laura Ashley is on SALE Ladies...don't walk...run...seriously RUN... and have a lovely day doing it xx




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LITTLE PIECE OF PARADISE...

Posted by csdferwEHRTJR Senin, 09 Januari 2012 0 komentar


Happy Tuesday...now is this not the cutest little piece of property you've seen this year...I could so hide away here and put my own finishing touches on what is best described as a little piece of paradise...not that I think there is anything to add...it's perfect just the way it is...just delightfully gorgeous I say!...don't you agree? Have a Beautiful day xx image via tumblr

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